Pregnant Dreams

I keep having dreams about nursing and lactating and things like that. Last night in my dream, Simon was about 8 or 9 months old with a fabulous curly top and facial expressions like Aram's. He nursed and I was also trying to get rid of an obnoxious house guest. Then Aram squirted some breast milk on his face slapstick style. It was a little disturbing.

We've been seeing many serious movies during this pregnancy. Aram decided we had to see Birth of a Nation and Triumph of the Will. Needless to say I didn't get through either one. I just hope the baby doesn't develop a profound mistrust of people as a result of these two terrifying glimpses into the darkness of humanity. I think they are just too serious to show to a child in utero. I don't think I can watch any more war or racism movies for a while. Although tonight we are supposed to see Fog of War tonight, but that seems more like an anti-war movie. Hopefully it won't depress me.